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I feel so depress right now...is as if i just got stab in the back...2 ppl i trust is backing her up..who is on my side...she fooled them so easily...i`ve been by her side her for almost 2 years now...and i know her better than them...and yet they are telling me to give her a second chance...i did..but she let me down with her attitude..and now im all alone and left aside like im the bad person.


Song of the Day - Carrie Underwood - Change

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I feel good and bad at the same time...i have no idea why but yes.I just want to do something other than sitting at home doing nothing.Im bored and insane.A tv show i enjoy watching has end...and will not be back till January 2010..so im doomed..oh well..thats all for now...his is wat i do when im bored..i blogged

Song of the Day

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Boring

Another boring day...really i thought it would be fun after PMR...but it is so not true...right now i really have nothing to do in life...my sister`s SPM is currently on..and im being asked to do this and that which bothers me ALOT!!!House chores is wat i do everyday...wash dishes..clean tables...bring the clothes in..feed the dog...cook rice..chop or slice food in the kitchen..and on weekends..i have to sweep and mop the floor..not to forget washing my own shoes!!!Sometimes i just wish that i could have a maid...but i cant really complain at this point cause if i dont do house chores i`ll just be sitting around and doing nothing..and who knows..i may be a huge person if i dont exercise..yep..soooooooo...yeah thats basically it...another post..another day!!!^_^v

No Difference

Just because you have a job to do...and a job means by doing duty we`ve been given...and its an order not a suggestion...and a job also means not hanging out with your friends during recess...and yes...our uniform may be different..but that doesnt mean we`re different...we are the same as everyone..we eat..we have fun...we play.. and we study..we`re just as normal as everyone..and yes...we might be strict..and fierce..and might not talk to you during duty..but that still doesnt change..we are normal..we have feelings.And just because we wear different uniform..that doesnt mean we have to be perfect..it doesnt mean that we have to know everything and whats going on in the school..because sometimes we dont.We still get scolding from teachers..we still make simple mistake...and that doesnt change because all of us are still learning...we are no difference than all you other.We are the same!!!

9/9/09

Today will be the last day that i will be coming online or even blogging untill PMR is over...it is a hude risk as i wont be communicating with anyone online...sob sob....well its a risk im willing to take...so i will be only communicating to face to face...so 36 days till i will be online again...so i`ll miss u MR.Computer...oh well till then BYE BYE!!!

30/08/09

It was the merdeka eve...and our hsd had a gathering for a countdown...it was soooooo incredibly fun..it was a potluck dinner...we had a lot of fooooddd...yummy...lol...anyways after that we did a shirt...well not really did the shirt but we put our handprint on it...so its like an artwork...during the artwork...someone smartly played with the paint...and finally the artwork is our face..haha...thanks to my 2 friends...my face is as funny as can be...lol....then we went to the hill to look at the fireworks at 12...it wasnt as nice as last year...but it was fun....i think it has been the most fun since i started studying for exam...i wish this day could last longer...but it has to come to an end...and it did...it was amazing and we all got drunk...haha...^_^

FUSTRATED

Im so freaking fustrated...in a way that i feel like killing myself...i feel like i dont even exist in this world...like im invisible...all they care about is her, her, and her...does anyone care about me...god seeing her face is like seeing a giant elephant....im just so piss..they always think that my heart is like a rock...that has no feelings at all...that i can be patient and accept everything thats happening even if i dont want it to happen...i think that everything thats happening now can be written into and essay....i just want to express my feelings to the ppl i hate so much and yell at them...cause the deserve it after all they`ve put me through...im just so freaking fustrated.i just feel its better if im not around anymore...i dont even think they will know whether im around or not.

Breath

God one week of trials...its been soooooo stress....i practically screw up my science, math and geografi....ahhh...im so nervous...i dun wanna get my result cause i know if i got a bad result i`ll get nag by my mom..which is not really nice...i so relieve when friday was over..it seem like forever to get to today....

Well its holiday now...and im finaly breathing again...my room has been a mess since god knows how long...well its clear now...but it`ll be a mess again in now time...haha...

oh well...so wat have u guys been up too???

Ice Cream

I could really go for some ice-cream now....thinking of it make me want to eat it...

And of course not to forget..my favourite.....

Yummy..is the word...cant live without it.....YUM...YUM...YUM.... :)

Thank You

Hey guys...I know im one day late to post this blog but i just wanna say thank you so much for wishing me Happy Birthday yesterday and today...and also thanks too Samantha, Soon Len, Keefe, Ee Lynn, Shawne, Chui Ling, and Mei Fang for the amazing gift...I really love it...thank you...and also not to forget those of you who wish me...not only face to face but also through sms and facebook...thank you guys so much. No words can actually describe how i feel...so once again thank you...You guys really made me day...Thank You!!!

Michael Jackson

Darkness

Well...tonight my house had no electricity...which is really scary cause is only my sister and i furthermore the alarm is not activated...no mom, no dad...it was out about half an hour...we burned candle and read books in the dark...it was really scary until the lights came back...it was a relieved to have the lights back on...oh well thats all..hehe...

School

School was very fun today although not much people turn up...but it was still fun especially morning duty when we play hang man...that was fun...lots of tricky question...but i kinda like it...the whole day of school was practically about words only...haha...learn lots of new stuff today!!!

Amazing Pictures

These pictures your about to see is really amazingly beautiful...It really looks like its taken by a professional...but guess what...its not...the person who took these beautiful pictures is none other than my cousin Miss Yong Ee Lynn...

They are two same pictures but different version...i dont know which version looks nicer but to me they are both amzingly beautiful...and now the reveal of the person who took the pictures

Miss Yong Ee Lynn

Helloooooo...

Hellooooo.....

Sorry about my previos blog....I forgot my password so in other words i cant log in nor can i post any blog....

This is a new blog...I will start fresh and try to blog as much as possible...but it wont be very often though as im having a tough year this year...so i`ll try...

Till then.....Bye!!!