30/08/09

It was the merdeka eve...and our hsd had a gathering for a countdown...it was soooooo incredibly fun..it was a potluck dinner...we had a lot of fooooddd...yummy...lol...anyways after that we did a shirt...well not really did the shirt but we put our handprint on it...so its like an artwork...during the artwork...someone smartly played with the paint...and finally the artwork is our face..haha...thanks to my 2 friends...my face is as funny as can be...lol....then we went to the hill to look at the fireworks at 12...it wasnt as nice as last year...but it was fun....i think it has been the most fun since i started studying for exam...i wish this day could last longer...but it has to come to an end...and it did...it was amazing and we all got drunk...haha...^_^

FUSTRATED

Im so freaking fustrated...in a way that i feel like killing myself...i feel like i dont even exist in this world...like im invisible...all they care about is her, her, and her...does anyone care about me...god seeing her face is like seeing a giant elephant....im just so piss..they always think that my heart is like a rock...that has no feelings at all...that i can be patient and accept everything thats happening even if i dont want it to happen...i think that everything thats happening now can be written into and essay....i just want to express my feelings to the ppl i hate so much and yell at them...cause the deserve it after all they`ve put me through...im just so freaking fustrated.i just feel its better if im not around anymore...i dont even think they will know whether im around or not.

Breath

God one week of trials...its been soooooo stress....i practically screw up my science, math and geografi....ahhh...im so nervous...i dun wanna get my result cause i know if i got a bad result i`ll get nag by my mom..which is not really nice...i so relieve when friday was over..it seem like forever to get to today....

Well its holiday now...and im finaly breathing again...my room has been a mess since god knows how long...well its clear now...but it`ll be a mess again in now time...haha...

oh well...so wat have u guys been up too???

Ice Cream

I could really go for some ice-cream now....thinking of it make me want to eat it...

And of course not to forget..my favourite.....

Yummy..is the word...cant live without it.....YUM...YUM...YUM.... :)